Tuesday, August 12, 2008

i really do HONK for love.
i need to see someone's presence all the time.
for me, we are really meant to be.
but, what if i am the only one believing on this fact.
it has been 1 week since he told me that he wants a break up. but i didn't agree with the stupid decision he made.
he was always the one telling me that he won't hurt me and leave me. i have proof, his text message is still here. but it's true, boys know how to play with words.
and the fact that we aren't speaking with each other and don't text each other, it seems that my love for him grew. i mean, iii still love him despite the things he did that really hurt me.
i stopped crying but the pain is still there. i always find myself still looking for something, with him, i can feel that i am always safe and that someone will be always there to protect me and love me like nobody else did, i felt and found that love in him.
i hope he won't let go.
:'(
5:00 AM